When I was a child, I was so interested in children with special needs. Really. I remember thinking I could have a child with Down's Syndrome or any other syndrome. I think God listened.
Sometimes I tell God "You chose the wrong person. I can't do this. It hurts too bad.".
Sadie had a very detailed exam at the developmental pediatrician. Her diagnosis was a little hard to hear.
Congenital Cerebral Palsy
It's never easy to process, and it has taken me at least 48 hours to swallow the prognosis.
On the positive side, having this diagnosis will help Sadie get more therapy :) I refuse to drown in this. It only fuels me to try harder to help her.
I love her more than I can say. She is such an amazing child. I can't wait for her to get up every morning. She is missing her daddy so much and calling every man she sees "dada". I can't wait for him to get home :)